Frustration

...in which I have a brain-overload pity party...

I'm spending way too much time trying to figure everything out, becoming obsessed with doing everything right. Part of bipolar disorder perhaps? Who knows anymore what's "normal" and what's mental illness, the line is beginning to blur. My brain is beginning to malfunction worse than before, stopping mid-sentence and not knowing what the hell I was talking about, unable to concentrate, forgetting to use my most valuable tools - both holistic and tech.

Pain - I'm hoping to do a blog post about the different types of pain and pain relief (I've had chronic pain for a while now.

And there's another thing, blogging. I feel I'm not blogging enough about important issues, that I'm losing my focus. And I hate that I can't figure out why I can't change my fonts! And I want a new theme, and then I think I should move to WordPress, but then I have to start all over again....aaaaaa! Brain crash!

I learned a new word 'fomo' - fear of missing out. I follow too many interesting pages and people on various social media sites, as well as blogs and news RSS feeds. I can't seem to cull them down to something manageable.

My business sucks, not spending enough time on that, but I keep seeing examples of things that inspire me.

Just joined Weight Watchers Online, and their site is so overwhelming - again with the fomo.

I want someone to crawl into my brain and clean and organize it, please...any volunteers?